Bitter, drunk, and angry

I hate this fucking show.

I tried to make my character something more than the shit he mostly is, and I had great ideas, but they were shot down either by the people I was acting with, or the director choosing the scenes.

I give up. That is it. I'm done. There are only three more shows, and I am phoning them in.

The worst part is my friends come all the time. I wish they wouldn't.

I don't actually mean that. I love that they come. It is one of the only nights I ever get to see them, and they are SO loyal, that it makes me feel good. However, I wish to repay that loyalty with quality, and I haven't. Sure, there are aspects of each show that they love, but ultimately, I know, this isn't the best. I want so badly to give them the best. They deserve it.

Still. Fuck this show. Fuck it. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

Bitter, drunk, and angry.