Don't know how to do it

I feel like she is pulling away.

I saw her tonight, and just wished I could do more than I could.

Instead, I played it cool, and let her be.

I talked with others. I only was present if she talked to me.

Found out she is going to Paris for two weeks coming up soon.

I really think I am going to end up with the short straw on this one.

Can you believe, I actually prayed tonight for guidance on how to make this possible.

At the end of the night, a guy in the main company who I like a lot, and who I always have fun with, came up to me and said, so I hear we have to fight it out over TO. He said he met her tonight, and was mesmerized, and when he asked someone about her, he was told she is dating someone, but if that doesn't work then I have dibs.

What an odd way to be considered.

The guy who gets the girl if things don't work out.

Odd perspective, I know, because most people would say, the guy who gets the girl if things DO work out.

So, I'm odd. Pish.