I did the right thing, and it sucks.

Tonight was my date with E. She is the girl whom I have been secretly, even to her, dating.

Tonight, I figured I better set things straight. That is the adult thing to do, whether or not it is the easy thing to do.

I will also let you know right now that I am stinking drunk. It took all of this to admit my feelings to someone.

And admit I did. I told her that I was attracted to her, and that I have been wanting to kiss her, and that I now think that all of that is the wrong move.

She, to my chagrin, agreed. She had no idea about my feelings, but smiled as I told her.

Then we danced for some time. It was great. A little grindy, too. Cool.

For the most part though, I did the right thing. She now knows I am attracted to her, and wish to kiss her, but she is definitly keeping me at a distance. I don't know if that is because she is scared or repulsed, but I'm sure I will find out in the next couple of days as we WORK TOGETHER!

Oh Yeah!