Tense and Nervous, Can't Relax

So last night I got the official... this is my last month... from my roommate.

I guess I need to find a roommate. For a moment there, I was fantasizing about doing this alone, but that isn't reality. I would probably be able to do it if I never spent a single dollar elsewhere.

What I should do is start socking away money to buy a car. The service engine soon light came on again last night. The poor car does sound old.

Went out with a girl from work last night. She and I have been kind of flirty, but that is also pretty normal for restaurants. She just broke up with her boyfriend about two weeks ago though, so who knows.

She invited me out for drinks. A sign I thought. Then, as we were having drinks, she talked about all the guys at work she would like to just have a hot make out session with. I thought maybe she is just trying to give me the I'm up for anything signal. But, at the end of the night, she couldn't hop into her car fast enough.

I was stymied. Maybe I didn't do something, or did something wrong, but it sure didn't end up the way I thought it would.

Then, I came home to get my roomies news.

There is a girl at the theatre who found out I was in need of a roommate, but she is the ex of a friend of mine. Not that I think he would care, because I'm not going for her, but after she found out about my situation, she keeps talking about when we will live together. Well, he approached me, and subtley indicated it wouldn't be a wise thing on my part.

I asked TH about it, since he knows both of them too, and he said that she is unreliable when it comes to earning, and would probably have trouble making rent.

I don't want that.

But, do I believe that? I mean, I guess I do. But what if he is sabotaging? Still, I don't want to be in the middle of anything.

So, now I'm going to have to piss her off. AND find a new roommate.

UGh.