what a week

So, I'm trying to restructure my life. My attempts at sketch over at the theatre where I do improv are going well, and I'm pretty much a shoe in to the new troupe. That is great, and complicated.

I need to find another job. My restaurant won't let me work there if I take all the days off that I want. In fact, this last Saturday, I was taken into the managers office and given a talking to. They told me I need to work more shifts, or else. They weren't mean about it. Just the opposite, they were very sympathetic. However, they have a job to run, and I am gumming up the works.

I told them I would do my best, but that I was on my way out. Let's hope that is true. Now that I told them that.

So, this week was all about trying to make the pitch to SS to give me the job. I told him last week that I wanted it, and he gave me a couple of office duties to do which seemed like he was open to it.

This week, he pulled me out of class to be office boy. Not really what I had in mind. I want to still do the class work, and on the second day, when he tried to pull me out of class, I think I made a face. When we were alone in the office together, he asked me what I want.

Silly question, because before I was two sentences into what I want, he was talking about what he thinks will be.

He isn't totally closed to the idea of me working there. I think he just isn't totally open to the idea of paying me. Kind of a sticky middle ground, huh?

He said he likes me, and I'm great. Good to know. He was worried I would be overextending myself since it would be 12 hour days Mon thru Thurs. I told him that is better than what I have now, because now I don't have a day off. Imagine having a day off every week. Wow.

He then dropped the bomb. Either I T.A., or I work in the office. This affects the two afternoon classes. I don't know how to get around this. I wonder if I could compromise. I have to think about it. We left it kind of open.

As for roommate hunt, nothing. I'm just trying to get my financial life fixed first. However, my BGR has started looking. Yikes.

What if I did get this job at SS and it payed enough for me to live here without a roomie? Oh, to dream!

Love life, well, don't ask.

I am serving NB the divorce papers this week, and stopped dating one girl for lack of chemistry and can't get the other girl to respond to me. I think I've lost both before even getting a make out.

There is another girl, who seems totally attracted to me, and is fucking gorgeous, but she is 24. Oh my God. Some people would consider that a dream, and to an exent I do, but my God, she is 15 years younger. How creepy am I? Then again, MM did say that emotionally I'm still 17, so it might be cool to be dating an older woman!