Taking a Poll

So, the bad trajectory issue is pressing on my thoughts.

Joining that new sketch troupe is going to be a sooner problem than I thought. I thought I could maybe put it off until January, but I can't. In fact, I have to tell SS tomorrow, and then figure out what to do about the restaurant right away.

I have been asking people what they think. Is this worth it? It is funny the response I get.

Only one person has said a definitive yes. That person, however, is on the same trajectory as I, only he has his job figured out already.

Another person who is on a similar trajectory, said I should do what I want, but sympathized with the difficulty of the choice. She thinks things will work out at the studio, and also at the restaurant. I think she is being a little naive, but I like her optimism.

The rest think I shouldn't do it. They site the fact that you have to support yourself first, and then pursue your passion. They are correct, but I wonder if supporting yourself always has to mean taking sacrifices.

What about the expression Take the leap, and the net will appear.

Is that true?

To make matters worse, my BGR told me yesterday that he is planning on moving out to live with his BF. He said not right now, but he will let me know when they start looking.

Shit. The perfect roommate. Gone.

Goddamn love!

Well, speaking of love, if I were to truly follow my heart on this matter, I would join the troupe. It is what I want. I will just have to figure the rest out somehow.

The other day, I was working with MMcQ and she said that she had been told that the owner of the theatre had told someone that the success and revitalization of the improv program at the theatre, the most successful right now, was due to four people: MMcQ, HW, PT, and me!

Pretty cool. Why would you leave that?