Random...
Not much in the mood to write today, but I have two hours until work, so not much to achieve until then.
No hot water here today, so no long, loving shower.
No movie quick enough, and worthwhile enough.
Could fill out the divorce papers, but really, that would be moving on, and somehow I can't do that right now.
So, I will write.
But about what?
Ain't got no love to bitch or brag about.
Deep thoughts are on the sad side, and not that deep, so what is the point. (I almost wrote paint, which might be Freudian, I'll look into it.)
My calendar is light and repetitive. Acting yesterday and tomorrow. Show ends this Friday :(
Next show starts next Friday :] (That isn't a full smile yet, because I'm not yet sure about this next show)
Got my Fed return back, and it is sweet. I might be able to go to Amsterdam after all.
Still have my cold, which is lodged squarely in my sinus and lungs. I sound worse than I feel, and feel better than I look, but look better than I should, and should sound better than I do.
My cat threw up on the bed while I was in it. I didn't realize it.
I went back to drinking coffee after I realized my TMJ is only a slight bit of my problem, but I only let myself drink two cups, and then no more.
Never called my date after the next day call. That will be two weeks ago tomorrow. Don't really feel like calling her. I know I said I would give her a second date, and I might still, but it takes so much effort to organize our schedules, and I have to give up work or improv to do it, that I don't think it is worth it right now.
I am seeing my soon to be ex in laws next week at X's big thesis show. That will be odd. They want to see me, and they are cool people, and they don't judge the divorce, but I do. What do you say to people who a few months ago were family, but who might never be seen again? And do you buy breakfast when you do it?
I bought a stromboli for lunch. I don't really know what a stromboli is. Sounds Italian, so I guess I should know, and should like it. We'll see.
Still horny. Let's not go there.
Don't have that great piece of music that really gets you grooving. I've had the Clap Your Hands Say Yeah CD in my car on endless loop for about a week now, but it already is time to change it. That's good, but I'm talking about music you can't be without. The Arctic Fire CD played in my car endlessly from late October to late January. Now that is music.
Don't really have a woman I'm focusing on now. Good and bad. Starting a show with TO, and I hope I don't go back there. There is a girl in the class I TA, but that would be wrong so I'm trying to stop that thought before it begins. Still on the look.
Looking over this, I have determined it was a waste of time. Sadly, I did not report that to you until you got to this point, and had determined the same thing. Nyah!

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