One More, but So What

I got one more girl under my belt.

That makes 4. I noticed her at the bar after my show, and I noticed her giving me the eye, so I started conversation.

It went well, and to make sure I tried, I returned later and continued the conversation. That's when I found out she has kids.

Kids aren't in my game plan right now. Sorry.

So, I got a talk, but it didn't go anywhere. That is what sucks.

I don't really care about racking up the numbers. Don't get me wrong, I think this bet is forcing me to think of this as a game, and thereby making me not care as much. The truth is though, I would rather lose this bet, and meet someone I want to spend time with, than not.

I know that the only way to meet that person is to be "out there" meeting people, so I am going along with this. I'm just impatient.

Everywhere I read about dating says you have to go through some dates before you meet the one that lasts. So, okay, let's get this going so I can get to the part I really give a damn about.

I realize that is putting an unwanted pressure on the whole situation, but sorry, I feel that way.

Still, I'll do my task. I know it is what I should be doing, so I will, but, hear me now as I say, let's go already.