She Called

So, I have a date.

Not specifically. She is busy this week, but said let's do it next week.

We actually talked. I was calm, and slightly witty. She was flustered. It was great to have her nervous, it gave me more power than I deserved.

She couldn't believe I called her. She thought she had been an ass to me. I told her that I'm sure she was kidding, but if she really felt that way then I was in for a store of hurt.

What I wanted to tell her was being an ass to me is a sure way to make me love you.

The logistics of the date will be tough. She is starting a second job, I don't yet know what her first is, but having a second will give very limited time for superfluous stuff like me. I on the other hand have not one single night free. I will most likely blow off a rehearsal or take a night off of work. Once, sure, but that can't happen every week.

So, the difficult is ahead of me. Where to go? What to talk about? When to possibly see each other again, if we want?

Oh, and the worst and simplest of them all... should I kiss her?

My god, am I really asking myself that question?