This Happy Feeling

Ain't gone yet.

Last night, I stayed up until 5:30. Mostly alone. Plus, I was waltzing in the livingroom. To Radiohead!

Now, goddammit, that's happy.

I had several people come up to me and tell me what a great show. Some of them were big wig ACME types.

One - a guy who used to be in our show, but can't now - said that he was jealous of every scene. Then, he leaned over to me and said, Well, you're a big fish now. Love it.

Another guy, C-Mac, really gave me a great compliment. He is someone I have always wanted to impress. He does about 9 shows a year, mostly written shows, which is harder (I think), and he has been with the theater a long, long time.

In a long connect the dots way, he is the reason I am in the troupe. He got TH in, which then led to TH telling me to join.

Now, KK and CL will be a part of it. Also, two friends from work, DK and my dear waitress friend, EN have also joined.

TO sent me a congrats email this morning. She qouted me in the subject line and told me I was VERY funny.

I replied thanks. Damn, this whole giving up the crush thing is not easy. Oh, well. I think I have it under control to the point that I don't obsess over it 24/7 like I was doing. That, and I now know that it ain't goin anywhere. At least, not anytime soon. I'm ok with all of that. It is only difficult when I see her, because I just want to walk up and hold her.

eh.... I'll learn to deal with that too.

Ok, time to wake the roomate. I want to dance!